

I wont do itI wont do it.I wont do it
What we shared will stay sacred and special. I wont bother you with all my questions. WHY, is a question that keeps putting itself on repeat.
I wont do it.
I wont contact you, but I will hold my breath until you contact me. You're picking the phone up over and over again. Dialing all the numbers but the last one. Driving yourself insane wondering where I am.
What I might be doing and if Im thinking of you. You already know that answer, but you want to HEAR me say it. HEAR me, watch my lips move and my eyes blink. Watch signs that make m


SuddenlySuddenlySuddenly
Suddenly it becomes really easy to write. With a few choice words my thought run like a dozen wild horses.
I wonder why it is that you choose to say things like these?
I tell myself it's to make you feel better about yourself when I'm really low.
But it's really not...
You do is so I'll bury my pen deep in the paper.
Deep in the paper at the sheer rudeness of your actions and words. Nothing will make it go away. It will simply run its course....and then just like me suddenly it will be easy to think harshly of yourself.
But


What is it?What is it?What is it?
This thing....?
This thing you demand from me.
Slowly like a puzzle I'll figure it all out.
Putting all the pieces together one by one. Rearranging when this dosen't feel right.. dosen't feel "on".
What is it?
Thing that causes doubt, fear, and angst all at the same time?
What is it that makes me human...? What is it that makes me wish I wasn't?
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The boredom centred at the time, on the role of time, the fear of time, the revelation of time, the consciousness of time. Those who are not conscious of time do not miss. It is not of the time which passes, it is of the time which does not pass.
thank you sooo much for the +fav
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We work n the dark..
We do what we can
We give what we have
Our doubt is our passion and our passion is our task
The rest is the madness of art
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" . . . life ask you what it believes you can take . . .
. . . like a mirror that reflects your bad side..."
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self-destruction might be the answer
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"Who tells u not to part from the herd? The wolf or the herd ?"
What makes you perfect for me ? Your flaws.
For More.
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"Who tells u not to part from the herd? The wolf or the herd ?"
What makes you perfect for me ? Your flaws.
For More.
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